Something has to change,
Something has to give –
Is this world deranged
So hard to forgive?
Am I all alone? –
When I’m lost in thoughts,
Am I too far gone
From my own pure source?
I don’t know – too late!
Searching for an end,
I don’t contemplate,
Nor do I pretend
That all ends with death –
Has it any use?
Ending of my breath
Does not lead to Truth.
Will is slowly deprecating
Strength leaves body, life unravels –
How much time I’m estimating
Left for my own pointless travels?
I don’t know, future’s unclear.
Waiting in my own despair
For the shadows to appear
My whole self succumbed to prayer.
Why I pray? – myself unsure.
What I ask is long forgotten –
All my words seem immature,
All my hopes by my words trodden.
What’s the use has all the hoping
For the knowledge of salvation? –
I cannot continue coping
With my spirit’s deprivation.
I awaken – dreams unclear…
All the warmth had dissipated –
Warmth of times when you were near,
When your voice had resonated
Words of love I was forgetting –
Could they still bear any meaning?
Words so slowly emanating…
So conspicuously deceiving.
Freezing feeling of me sweating
While rememb’ring dreams unclear
Only proves that I’m forgetting –
You are there, nowhere near.
…
You are there – In dreams unclear…
Shadows slowly grow obscure,
Drenching body in such fear,
Leaving my heart insecure.
You’re asleep, but nowhere near –
In the distance of tomorrow
I succumb to my own sorrow
Losing you to dreams unclear.
Primordial Mistake
February 11, 2023
The Climb
September 10, 2020
Words
August 29, 2020
If I Could Comprehend
August 28, 2020
The Veil
August 27, 2020
Forlorn
August 26, 2020
A Glimpse of Light
August 25, 2020
Strength to Cope
August 24, 2020
Countless
August 14, 2020
Your Love
August 4, 2020
Captivated
August 3, 2020
Not a Word
July 30, 2020
Tears Filled With Blood
July 25, 2020
Feminine Grace
January 22, 2019
Only God
January 8, 2019
Were I Not Fool
January 7, 2019
Flowers
February 19, 2018
Temptations of Dead
June 28, 2017
Corrupted Land
June 23, 2017
A Thrall
June 16, 2017
Madman
June 13, 2017
The Word
June 10, 2017
Defense
June 6, 2017
A Thought
June 3, 2017
The Hall Inside The Moor
May 30, 2017
Abandoned Hall
May 28, 2017
I Rest in God
May 23, 2017
Anthropomorphic god
April 5, 2017
Moribund
April 3, 2017
Corrupted Prophet
April 1, 2017
Cavern
March 30, 2017
Them
March 28, 2017
Work
March 26, 2017
Amen!
March 24, 2017
I am
March 22, 2017
Extend My Bones
March 20, 2017
Too Far Gone
March 18, 2017
Thoughts
March 16, 2017
The Dead
March 14, 2017
Love Making
March 12, 2017
My Light
March 10, 2017
Uncertain
March 8, 2017
Such Is the Life
March 6, 2017
In Pain
March 4, 2017
Ancient
March 2, 2017
Teacher of the Blind
February 28, 2017
Misunderstood
February 26, 2017
The Moment of Temptation
February 24, 2017
Failed Again
February 22, 2017
Romance of the Hell
February 18, 2017
Not Other Day
February 16, 2017
Listen
February 14, 2017
The Cave
February 12, 2017
A Man
February 10, 2017
The Trees
February 8, 2017
The Dreams I Dreamed
February 6, 2017
Dark Forest
February 1, 2017
Our Love Expands
January 28, 2017
God Is
January 25, 2017
My Path
January 23, 2017
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